goldmine

you are a gold mine...

yes you are...

and  i have valid reasons...

there is no time of day or night that i do not want to be by your side...never in my 30 year existence have i been so engrossed and addicted to anything living.... not until 2 years ago when your face first registered on my ever so red eyes...and there was no turning back from there...

i will never be a perfect partner...not even close....i am the most selfish arrogant stupid partner a man can be..but you learned and tried soooo hard to accept that fact... you broke down your ideas of a perfect relationship to deal with a low life terrestrial like me...the mere fact that i brought you down from heaven to hell is reason enough for you to leave. but you-whether by choice or by force- stayed...i am truly grateful...

a hundred words, a thousand or all the words ever written won't be enough to describe what you have been to me...a gold mine, yes indeed.

you inspire me to move on even when i don't have the guts to even look at the mess that is my face...you laugh at the corniest jokes i could ever think of...you take care of me as if i was a baby suffering from all known diseases...

i thank you because you made me a part of your life and gave me the renewed strength that i lost.

you literally made me feel like i was living a new life, a new person, a new identity..

you always say that i am your knight in shining armor..

you are terribly wrong...

because you are the one who saves me and carries me through whatever shit life gives me...

you accepted me as i am even though you know its like buying an old beat up volkswagen for the price of a brand new mustang...

i am not worthy of your love...not even worthy of your attention...

and again i thank you..

and i will love you for the rest of this life...and even in whatever life i may have after this...

i've always believed that life is unfair...but i don't give a damn..

because i have you- my gold mine...

YOU ARE GOLD AND YOU ARE MINE....

i love you